Summer.

Hello My Love. I've miiiissed you dearly.


Anyways, This summer must top last summer because last summer was
the best summer i've ever had, but it ultimately started &
eventually ended with heartbreak. This summer, i'm fo sho staying
single, unless i meet someone thats truely worth my time. But im just
planning on having fun ;)
I've recently realized i'm becoming the a little pimp.
Hahahaha, not too good. But hey, would you rather be played or play?
My point exactly.

Anyways, summer shall be better. I'll make sure of it,
its gonna start with adventure and end with even more adventure :)

Scandalous.

I love it,
too bad i tried.
FAIL. :(

why is it i always want the ones i can't have.
We want different things.
I WISH I COULD CHANGE PEOPLE.


BTW: i love love love love when certain people
tell me things i expect to hear :)
<3 thank you for making my day.

Dear

fucking liar;

THANK YOU SO MUCH, for breaking my trust, for the second time.
I hope you feel wrong, and you were stupid enough to tell
people i know. You're mistake. YOU were the exact reason i
DIDN'T do what i should have, & plan to do, the reason why?
because i respected you ENOUGH & expected that same respect
in return, but i was wrong. So if or when you find out, shut
you're mouth, cause this time, its for ME because i want to,
not to disappoint you. Plus i heard you're doing well, so don't
mind me if i ignore you & seem not to care, because i've walked
away, unscathed this time, emotionally. That chapter of my life
has been closed, but bookmarked. My memories will come & go
as they please, but my feelings won't.


<3

Dix.

1. Saying yes.
2. Taking that first hit.
3. Accusing you.
4. Giving you a second chance.
5. Allowing it to happen every morning.
6. Being hesitant.
7. Not seeing how shady you are.
8. EVER MEETING YOU.
9. Monday Night.
10. Moping.

Hyyerr

Sometimes i wanna get high,
just forget & let everything slide.
sometimes i look back to that night
other stupid bitches cry.
i laugh and just spy.
its all the same,
all i want is a little more authority,
over my own life, my decisions,
but most of all, my own thoughts.
you've robbed me of my inner-most
dreams, aspirations, my privacy.
its all gone, i can't take it back,
i've tried. when you're happy,
i thought i was gonna die.
simple thing is,
i just gotta light my spliff
& flyyyy.

I Hate Dreams

Where:
People i know die,
People i love die.
There is death involved in general.
-________________-


this weekend is busy busy busy.
i can't wait until i drive :)

Roll It Up & Pass It All Around.

Let there be looove.

It very hard to decipher which things are real & worth living for now
days. I mean, have you ever thought which people were true to you?
I mean LEGIT, not what you WANT to think:

are you're friends real?
Do they support you & not mock you?
Do they stand by you even in the worse of times?
Do they hang with you to be with YOU, not just because they need
someone to hang with?
Do they keep their promises?
Do they keep your secrets?
Do they blame you for your mistakes?

is your boyfriend real?
Does he belittle you?
Does he support you?
Does he really love you? Or is it just words rolling off his tongue?
Is he there for you 24/7?
Does he show that he loves you?
Does he keep his promises?
Does he want to be with other girls?
Does he show interest in you, or what you can offer him?


Just think, re-think, and decide. Are the people in your life,
in your life for their own personal gain, or to make you happy?
Because love is a two-way street.


But then again, everyones morals are fucked up now a days.

Peace.